My dear, diorientation and illusion, they veil you, you must do what your gut says. Listen to it. Let not your mind guide you in such matters, it decieves and sweetens, listen to your instincts. They'll set ya right.

Why don't you? Would it be wrong if you called him?

they're right- follow your first instinct. It is usually right. The worst thing that can happen is for him to tell you to get lost, at least then you can get on with your life.

strike all that- I suck at relationships